I began full time teaching this week. On Monday, I was so
nervous about teaching my students full time. I knew that I had carefully
planned the entire week, however, I was terrified that my preparations weren’t
going to be enough.
While I did carefully plan, I learned this week that student
responses to the lesson will determine its appropriateness. For example, I
planned a Thanksgiving budgeting lesson for Wednesday. This lesson was supposed
to take only 45 minutes. It took one group two 45 minutes sessions spread over
two days, and the other group still has not completed the lesson. Because of
this, several of the lessons planned for Thursday did not get taught. My
perfectionist mind struggles with falling behind. Naturally, I want to run on
schedule and complete the planned lessons, however, this week I had to remind myself
that if I rush through the lesson just to get to the next material then I am
taking away from my students. Excellent teaching needs to be student led. If my
student’s understanding of the content doesn’t drive what I teach then I am not
doing a good job at teaching them.
Along with being stretched and challenged in my actual
teaching, my classroom management has also been challenged. In my Transitional
classroom, I have a wide variety of students. With that variety of students
comes a vast number of diverse behaviors. Some of my behaviors range from defiant/task
avoidance to anxiety driven. I can’t say that I’ve figured their behaviors out
because I haven’t. Each individual is so unique. There were a lot of times this
week when I had no idea what to say or do in response to a student behavior,
however, I am fervently taking notes and observations. Research has aided me in
giving ideas with how to respond to behaviors. More than anything, I am so
thankful for the support of my cooperating teacher. She never lets me sink even
when I feel as though I am. Between my observations, research, and the aide of
cooperating teacher I know that I will learn how best to manage behaviors in my
classroom.
A large part of special education is the related services
that my students receive. Although all of my students are ambulatory some of
them has Occupational and Physical Therapy every week. Many of students see the
Speech and Language Pathologist for therapy as well. This past Friday, I took
my students out into the community. We went to the library to complete a
library assignment that required the students to utilize the resources found at
the library. While there, the SLP tagged along to get some minutes in. All week
prior to our visit the SLP and I were in contact about student goals and ways
that they can be assessed at the library. The assignment the students worked on
while there was essentially crafted by myself and the SLP in order to make sure
my objectives for the lesson and her speech and language goals were being
assessed. This level of collaboration is crucial in teaching Special Education.
Illinois Professional Teaching Standard 8 says, “The
competent teacher builds and maintains collaborative relationships to foster
cognitive, linguistic, physical, and social and emotional development. This
teacher works as a team member with professional colleagues, students, parents
or guardians, and community members.” This week, I got to work along side the
SLP to aide in the linguistic development of my students. Performance indicator
8K says that the competent teacher, “participates in collaborative
decision-making and problem-solving with colleagues and other professionals to
achieve success for all students” Together we created an assignment that met
both of our goals and objectives and was meaningful and formative to the
development of our students as adults.
Classroom
Confidential
My transition classroom is all about teaching students
meaningful, functional skills to aide them in living outside of transition.
Students go out into the community every single Friday and go out on service
learning trips every other Tuesday. While reading Schmidt chapter seven I found
myself, “Amening” to a lot of the things she said. Connecting content the is
taught within the classroom to the community make content authentic and gives
it a purpose. While this concept is exceptionally true for the transition
classroom I am currently in it is also true for all classrooms. In my
transition classroom, going out into the community is an authentic way that we
connect what the students learn in the classroom with reality, however, in the
general education classroom, it is difficult to go out into the community. Schmidt
talks about how connecting to the community can be as simple as showing
students pictures to help them relate the content outside of the classroom. In
my fifth grade placement, my cooperating teacher stressed using pictures to
teach new vocabulary. She always told me that aides in giving the students a
visual representation but it also created connections. In a small, simple way
we were bringing the community into our classroom rather than taking our
classroom into the community. Regardless of where one teaches the community is
our greatest asset to accessing and building knowledge.